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Living in the Nine-Year-Old Moment

June 29, 2011 angie

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In what was probably a terrible timing of events, I chose to watch the HBO Documentary, "The Kids Grow Up" just a few days before Elena celebrated her 9th birthday.  In the film, the director chronicles his daughter's last year at home before leaving for college.  Throughout the film he reverts to footage he's shot of her over the years.  

You see his daughter in her pre-teen years, chatty and clearly enamored with the camera.  Later you see her as a teen, and in her last few months at home, clearly not enamored with the attention.  You see this family struggle with both the excitement of this rite of passage and the fear and sadness of it.  

I am fully aware that we are in this golden moment of parenting, where Elena is still very much a little girl.  We tell her where to go, what to do, when to go to bed.  At the same time, she's dipping her toes in the water of independence that will one day enable her to leave us and live her own life.  This summer we've started to let her ride her bike to and from swim practice by herself.  Little by little, the cord of attachment unravels.  

Watching a film like this in such close proximity to her birthday just reminds me that time will continue to be fleeting.  She asked me tonight to name some of her favorite things to do when she was 2 and 3, and for the life of me I couldn't remember.  There wasn't a blog yet, I didn't carry a camera around everywhere, and even though I only had one child, my scrapbooking skills were spotty at best.  Enough time has passed that I do not know the toddler Elena like the back of my hand anymore.  At the same time, it feels as if it were only a few breaths ago.

For now, she is the chatty, happy girl who is enamored with the camera lens pointed her way and the attention that comes from having her life shared by a mother who loves to write about her.  I imagine we are coming close to a time when she will not feel this way – when not only will her life be too private for the internet, she'll choose to shield parts of it from us as well.  I hope she can look back and appreciate  the why? of all of this.  I might not be able to remember so well Elena at 2, but thanks to blogging I will always remember Elena at 9.

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I will remember that she couldn't wait to get to swim practice, and happily spent her birthday at a swim meet instead of celebrating with cake and presents.

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I will remember that she loves a good burger (plain, no ketchup and DO NOT toast the bun).

I will remember that she loves guitar (but not so much the practicing), and can't wait until Girls Rock! Indy camp when she can try the bass and be in her very own band.

I will remember the books we were reading when she turned 9 (Huck Finn and Inkspell), and that she still loved having us read to her.

Happy birthday, Elena.  I love you just as you are today, and I know I'll love the woman you'll grow up to be.  Just do me a favor and take your sweet time getting there.  I'm not quite ready to let you fly away yet.

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  1. Cherie from Queen of Free says

    June 29, 2011 at 6:55 pm

    Seriously, we must get our girls together. Mine plays acoustic guitar, is getting ready to join the swim team, LOVES to be read to still (and her crazy mom makes her read classics instead of “fun” books), and she turns 9 in about 19 days. 🙂 She does prefer ketchup but certainly not a toasted bun.
    I started blogging when Anna was about 1 1/2 – 2 (I don’t blog there anymore but it’s still live – http://www.clowesramblings.blogspot.com) and I wish I would have recorded more of my thoughts. I do have a couple of posts that I treasure like this one written 7 years ago Friday: http://clowesramblings.blogspot.com/2004/07/seeing-yourself-inside-out-outside-in.html
    Slow down time, slow down.

  2. Lesley says

    June 30, 2011 at 8:47 pm

    Why oh why do they have to grow up? It’s so exciting and a little sad at the same time. I was thinking the same thing about Grant recently… he seems so big now, it is hard for me to remember him as a toddler, etc. More inspiration to keep blogging! Thank you.

  3. Angie Six says

    July 1, 2011 at 6:39 am

    Thanks for sharing those personal links! It was fun to go back and read some of your posts from way back when! It’s so cool that you were blogging back then, and were able to capture those feelings. I think I was still trying to figure out e-mail!
    You know what I would love? To organize a gathering of some of our amazing Indy bloggers that have daughters in this age range (7-12). There are quite a few of us, our daughters seem to have similar interests, and they are all in this unique situation of having mothers who blog about them. Hmm . . . I think I need to get right on that!

  4. punkinmama says

    July 6, 2011 at 11:51 am

    Way to make me tear up at work! Man, I am not ready for this growing up business!

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